halfway through 2012 (nearly)  

i have realized that i haven’t exactly kept up with my resolution this year. well, it’s not so much of a resolution than a promise to myself. 

starting now, i’m going to try to be a bit more positive. negativity only brings me down and makes me feel miserable. time to look at the brighter side of life. 

besides, there’s so much that i think and feel about how we should treat people and such but seem to contradict myself all the time and i feel like a hypocrite when i say or do things that don’t seem mean until they actually leave my mind. 

perhaps i need some more positive people to surround myself with. 

seriously though, at the end of next month, grade 11 is over and i’ll be entering my last year of high school. it’s time to stop being a lazy, childish brat and grow up.

i am not trying to and will never change myself for anyone but me. this isn’t really change though. it’s improving myself and making myself better.